so um

lately it's become more evident that i do things without thinking them through ahead of time. i'm left after wondering what the fuck was i thinking, and how i'm tangled in the clusterfuck of the year and it's only three days into the new year. fuck, how terrible is that?

maybe in addition to spending less money and saving more, i should think about making another new year's resolution to stop acting on impulse and stop my hedonistic ways. (to be honest though, i've come a long way from my OLD hedonistic days, but i guess old habits die hard, right?)