it's often said fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me. well take those "fool me"s and multiply that by 30 and you will have 30 more "shame on me"s to add to my embarrassing list. how could someone who did so little matter so much? it's mind-boggling, i know, but here's the rationale:
a. i can't put my ego aside. i have a specific attitude about certain actions. deceive me, and i'll think you're the devil reincarnated. you deserve to die.
b. i have to have the last word. you can't have it, i need to have the closing thoughts. why? they're the last words that should resound with you as you leave.
c. i need to see you are sorry. this needs to translate into some sort of action on your part.
d. i am never at fault (refer to a), unless i admit i am. admitting i'm at fault may take some time, but if i am, i will tell you, and i won't harbor it as some big secret.
for the record, i don't have a drug problem. it's a problem when it affects how i live my life day to day, and nothing has been going awry to my knowledge. to those who think i do, please go and fuck yourselves and don't tell me i have a drug problem when you see me going to school everyday, attending class, turning in assignments, and getting those well-deserved a's.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
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