oh, great.

i'd like to think i'm not resistant to change.
it turns out i am.
everywhere i am, everyone already
seems to be acquainted with each other,
are already friends, best friends.
this leaves me to think about
breaching on that--
but that's so strange, difficult.

last year i made a few friends,
this year i hope to gain more.
there's nothing like solitude;
you feel isolated and very, very alone.
i cannot begin to tell you
how alone
i
feel.


i'm in the same situation as last year:
two girls already good friends,
one preoccupied all the time with someone close.
this leaves me
by
myself.

i'm an adult,
this'll pass,
i'll get over it,
things will be fine--
with time.