ugh.

you know what irritates me the most about you?
your inability to speak to me.
i can't possibly know what
you are thinking, feeling, doing--
and i don't want to constantly
ask, or have to wonder.

i feel as if it is a privilege to
get a response from you.
that is
absolutely,
undeniably
absurd.

you're so disconnected,
distant,
gone.