oh, jessica.

i embarrassed myself so badly today.
i was definitely not drunk,
but it felt like it.
getting pointed at and talked about out in the open--
good one!

my heart is beating fast,
very, very fast.
i smell like various after shaves,
i know my sister secretly looks down on me,
and so do the people
who kept an eye out on me.
my heart is beating so quickly--
that it feels like i am never going to rest.

i am undeniably sorry to all.